Jakarta Trip 07

Heys~

I'm back for about 9 days in Jakarta. It was one of the best trips of all coz I finally get to meet all my long lost relatives there. It's a rather complicated family tree, so I'll just skip to the good parts and move on to the highlights. (Btw, for the first time, I DID NOT bring my vidcam on holiday, so I had to borrow my cousin's. No vids, not right now. So instead of a 90 min clip, i took 400 photos.)

1) Family bonding
Things were off to a great start. Uncles we've never met before came brought us to the hotel and later took us to the family so-called 'mansion' hahaha. It was a great reception, I was introduced to all the grannies here and also the younger cousins. You know their lives aren't that great, but they're really awesome people. It was like 60+ of long lost relatives and only 9 of us singaporeans. Woohoo, we were like celebrities hahaha.. My cousins are the greatest, theyre so freakin cute cute cute, we jump around in circles in the house and scream at otheres ears. -.- HAHAHAH!!! I LOVE THEM!!!! The older ones (chicks) were really 'lovely' hahah!! Why'd we HAVE TO LEAVE ??????? (My cousins are in the pics of the previous posts)


















2)Safari
We went at a safari trip! Driving around the vicinity looking at all the animals. There was a llama who blocked the road for about 6 mins (he's hungry), and there was a orangutan was so rotund he couldnt move, and there was a lion who just couldnt take his eyes of us. If only singapore had this kinda thing, to bad we only have it after dusk.



















3)Dunia Fantasi
Directly translated, its 'Fantasy World'. Yeah, a theme park. Unfortunately I only took 3 pitiful rides, but at least they were the good ones. Reason: The park is filled up to its brim. The recent discount kept the folks coming in like waves, the queues are packed!! Worse part is, I DIDNT GET TO RIDE THE STINKIN ( actually awesome loop the loop twirly whirly )ROLLER COASTER. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT. But at least I got to ride the 3D simulator, the only ride my dad queued up for was called 'Please flush before you leave'. XD

4) Reptiles
We visited a reptile farm..I patted my new pet python and kicked the tail of the Komodo lots times. He didn't seem to mind, must've had too much breakfast. The Komodo was fed only once a week but he eats 9 chickens in one go. Finger lickin good eh?

5) Sea World
It's mainly just a typical aquarium and underwater world. But I got a few nice shots of the giant stingray. The divers have cut its deadly tail off so it would'nt kill another Steve Irwin.






















6)Chicks
Y'know I can't believe I'm actually blogging about this. Oh well. Being the kaypo king that I am, i've noticed some things about the chicks at theme parks: The hot ones have boyfriends, the really hot ones are married, the really really hot ones only like other gals (ew), and the really really really hot ones are only found on tv. This hurts me soooooooooooooo bad. Chick-hunting won't be the same again. Oh well, but there's still a handful out there....................

7) Angels
Haha. Did you know I saw an angel at the hotel. She was so pretty, she was singing on the stage at the lobby. All the idiots at the cafe were watching her intently. When I was starting to notice her, I took out the camera and I took a shot. If only I had my vid, so I borrowed my cousin's. I got her on tape when suddenly she noticed me and then its as if she was singing to me. HAHAHA. My cousin said 'oi enough la' and I took advantage. I pretended as if she was REALLY singing to me, placing my hand on my chest and sighing. Dude, she giggled on stage. And then I flir-... okay never mind. Too bad I didn't go and say hello or something, or else I would have dated an angel. OH MY CRUD I AM STILL A SHY TURTLE. *Haix*


















8)Shopping
This really doesn't concern me. I know MOST people would shop till they drop, not me. I'm just an idiot who carries the shopping bags and pray hard this whole disaster is over. I'm not really a shopaholic so I had to literally 'survive' malls. I don't get my own money to spend, I don't get the freedom to roam around, and I wait outside the shops while my parents spend 2-3 hrs to buy things to give relatives (which will probably end up in some back closet anyway). The worse part is, there are NO chicks. Talk about a BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD day. Oh well, I bought my new shades here anw..

That's about it. I wished I didn't have to come back to this stupid reality.. oh well, here's tworeaally cool pics I took to end the long post. I'm going back to my sour life. Sweet dreams..

If Only It Lasted A Little Longer...

"Inconsolable"

~Backstreet Boys~

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this

[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause BABYYYYY

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable

For the special ones in Jakarta, for the special one right here in S'pore

love you guys...

Amidst the Stars

BERSAMA BINTANG

senja kini berganti malam
menutup hati yang lelah
dimanakah engkau berada
aku tak tau dimana

pernah kita lalui semua
jerit, tangis, canda tawa
kini hanya untaian kata
hanya itulah yang aku punya

tidurlah... selamat malam
lupakan sajalah aku
mimpilah... dalam tidurmu
bersama bintang

sesungguhnya aku tak bisa
jalani waktu tanpamu
perpisahan bukanlah duka
meski harus menyisakan luka

lupakan diriku... lupakan aku
mimpilah dalam tidurmu bersama bintang

************

For only me, myself and I

Being emo means to escape the wrath of reality for a moment,

Being true to yourself is just coming back to face it.

It doesn't matter what I say. It doesn't matter what I see.

The only thing that matters is what I do to change what I am now.

Just close your eyes, goodnight

and forget my life of past scars

May you dream sweetly

in your sleep

amidst the stars

Frostbite

The clouds rolled in..


The frosty showers of the morning pelted my umbrella as I hurried to school. I made my way up to the library, and wondered about the peculiarity of these temperatures.


When I set off for home at noon, as the rain grew more intense and as freezing as ever, I thought of the occasional blizzards of the Arctic. I shivered under the icy chills in the air-con bus.. piercing through my skin. There was just me, the blissful tunes of the music in my ears, and the numbing frostbite of the afternoon rain.





Damn.
Can the temperatures here get any lower?





Fever? Maybe. But today was exceptionally cold outside. (You thought so, lol) I just finished doing the video project for school-digital-media-awards.. been really busy, but now it's done. I felt really weird today. I wanted to sleep in but I my eyes won't shut, I'm getting an awful cold, my hiccups won't go away, and my heartbeat's off the charts.





...and my heart felt as freezing cold as the weather.





I'm freezing over..
..freeze..
..freeeze..
..freeeeeze..





*crack*

The bittersweet fairytale ending

27/5/2007 -2/12/2007 (earlier, actually)

Okay well...

The bad shooter has finally found a new target to miss...

Now all uncertainty has been cleared, I do not have anything else to worry about.

Maybe some hours wasted.. maybe some scars left

sour, maybe some questions left unanswered..

So I guess it's all over now. I guess all I have to do now is bury those memories and throw away some old pictures..

I just can't believe I waited so long just for this day. I can't believe all the suffering has finally ended. But what if I could have did this earlier.. I wonder what would it be like.

Maybe a bit more painful.. who knows. If I had'nt gone through all that mumbo jumbo drama mama emo moments... I might have been dead in shock right now.

I've reached the crossroads again.

Should I dwell in this corner of darkness and ponder over if I had taken the wrong path?

Should I carry on moving straight and recover slowly and painfully from this ordeal?

Or should I just forget all the emo left in me and look over what's at the end of the rainbow..

Damned. What the crap is wrong with me. I'm aggravating the pain by bringing out all the darker side of things. Why can't I just stay happy? Why can't I just let it all go? Why can't I just let her live her life the way she wants? Oh wait..

What do I need to prove anyway?

I'll pick myself up for the end is not over yet. I can't let all this fun in the world run out before Death comes knocking on my door. Places to see, people to meet. After all, as fate has been written..

..there's one still out there. The one that I'm bound to meet one day. The one that I can finally declare my feelings to.

The one..

....that's looking for me too.

:) Cheer up hyde. You'll do just fine.

Oh well,

I'll see you on the flipside.

Imprisoned emotions..

I live through my dark existence
only to bask in your beauty
your eyes that shine like sapphires
your smile that brightens even my

sad, uncertain

and darkest moments

I envy the wind that runs through your hair
that touches your lips
I long to touch you
to hold you in my arms but I cannot
for your heart,

belongs

to another...

so, I can only love you from afar
your friendship means more to me
than anything this world provides
but like an angel you touched my heart
in a way that I've never felt before
cause I've never known what love is until this day
I know that we are only friends
but my heart wishes it to be more

so I will still hope and dream
that one day I can

hold you in my arms and say....

...I love you?

Best pals for eternity

To..

..my utmost closest cousin

..the striving top gun of the family

..and the best friend one could ever have

Maybe we can read other's minds but what the hell,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ZACH

Hear Me Scream

Listen up, turn it up and rock it out
party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout
this is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down to get some f*cking respect
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal.

Go!

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I want domination
I want your submission
I see you’re not resisting
To this temptation
I’ve got one confession
A love deprivation
I’ve got a jet black heart
It’s all f*cked up and it’s falling apart

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I’ve got another confession
I fell to temptation

And there is no question
There was some connection
I’ve got to follow my heart
No matter how far
I’ve gotta roll the dice
Never look back and never think twice

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your f*ckin neck

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your f*ckin neck

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in

And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Hyder's remedy for frustration

Hyder’s personal remedy for heartbreaks, despair and frustration.

1. Loud rock music - Simply by tuning up the volume for vengeful heavy metal or emo rock, this reduces the amount of hatred stored in my heart. Oh yeah, my ears get the hang of it too. Rating: *****

2. Video games - It never hurts to waste time playing your heart out at action games. The terrifying roaring of the guns, the murderous sounds of punching and slashing, the helpless wails of your enemies.. all part of virtual violence. Plus, taking your anger all out on the idiots on the screen, never hurts anyone, does it? Rating: ****

3. Rock star imitation - This one's a lil PRIVATE. You just plug in your amps and unleash the mindless rocker in you. That's all I can say. Rating: *****

4. Prayers - Seriously I find this very calming and effective. Dunno about you guys though.. Rating: ***

5. Sleep - Though I find this amazingly useless, it relieves you of pain for hours anyway. Rating: **

6. Watching wrestling - I like this one, but then again, it relieves your stress only for a moment. But I think after this you'd feel more vengeful than ever O.o Rating: **

7. Drawing gory pictures - I don't do this as much as I used to, so I forgot how much it helped. Here's an example at the bottom of the post. But then again, if you can't draw, you can always rip the blank paper to shreds. Rating: ***

8. The extensive use of the words 'RAWR', 'CRUD' and 'DAMMIT' - Erm, yeah, I'm nuts, well I still don't know why I do this. Though actually, saying these just makes me wanna curse someone. Rating: *

9. Let the anger build up inside as you emo around, venting your anger on everything in the house - This method sucks. -.- Don't. You'll end up slashing yourself anyway. Rating: -*
( eh ..why is this in the list anyway )

10. BLOG IT - The most helpful and effective method of all. Self explanatory. Rating: ******


Hey. I know some of you are pissed about me rambling on about how life sucks with crazed metaphors and lame language. It's just the way I relieve this hellbent pain. My emotions can change within a blink of an eye, and when it does, I go way extreme. See number 10? Please don't think I'm this psycho dude who can't decide what to think about. I'm not okay, and sometimes my feelings are over-exaggerated on the blog. You get what I mean?

I dunno but I feel sucky now. Sometimes happiness comes in a form of an SMS.. or just a friend to tell you that there's someone who would listen to you. But when you don't have both, I guess you gotta accept your fate and learn to find happiness on your own.

..It's this uncertainty that's killing me....



..Dammit.

The number you just dialled is currently unavailable

Agghh CRUD. I smashed the keyboard again and i'm using a spare. This happened before right? So, here I am only a quarter hour to 1am feeling all frustrated inside. My mind keeps drawing me triangles and now I'm seeing them everywhere. Maybe it's because I'm stuck at the sour edge an unexpected love triangle. There must be some mistake....

I should stop jumping to conclusions and stop being so immature. *.*

Why do I always think I'm on the receiving end of HEAVEN's helpline but HELL hangs up on me anyway?? And everytime I dial the number I get no reception.

-.- *haix*

My feelings are tearing me apart. All these words are full of uncertainty. Im not sure. Im never sure.

And if I dont find the answers I need..

...I'll rot away...

*beep beep beep beep beep beep beep....

It's amazing how a person can just change my emotions with just a snap of fingers. It's incredible how much impact the person has in my heart..

My shadow makes a fashion statement

Silhouettes just rock don't they? XDDDDDDDDDD

Woo..check me out. XDDDDDDD

Awright.
Heya...

How u guys doin lately? How come no one tags? More posts equals more tags? Anyway, i bet u guys having great start to the holidays. Goin out everyday, goin on parties, goin on barbeques, goin on dates, goin on cruises, goin on vacations, goin on alien abductions, goin on hikes, goin on nightwalks, goin on space exploration, goin on coral reef fishing, goin on skydives.. whatever.

Lucky me. I just sit at home waiting for the sky to fall. It neither rocks, nor sucks. I regret yesterday, wasted today, yet fear tomorrow. Dammit. Someone grow me a beanstalk.

Yesterday was so weird. I found out one of my pals had a crush on me. Somehow it didn't surprise me, but it aint gonna affect me anyway. Hey, I'm still your wonderful wonderful nonsensical friend, no more no less, live with it :) Who is it? Um, you wouldnt believe me if i told you...

So..
After a week of pointlessly doing nothing, my brain has turned into a void. I can now no longer remember how to solve math problems, cook up chemical equations and understand simple laws of physics. Problem? Uhh i think it is. -.-'

I better get to work on my holiday crap, but i somehow fear something. Somethin's tellin me to just sit back and relax. It's tellin me I should break off from the world of academics. Tellin me to... slack...... slack........ slaaaaack..

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

......
4E1 dammit. Life is so miserable, yet rewarding. I contradict myself and I don't know why.
Well, tag me lots okay (and i dont mean spam). Misery, keep an eye out for critics. Code: 876 553 23AL. Weird name huh?

Well i guess my work awaits. I need to reboot. See yahs! :)))))))))))))))))))
Oh, and thanks for coming.

~Hydhydhydhydhydhydhydhydhydhyd




*y'know, being further away from you just makes me miss ya more. ;)

sCrEw tHiS.....

Stupid day. Stupid boring day.
Stupid boring, wasted day.

Today sucks. Practically nothing happened. Nothing. No thrills, no spills, no chills, no frills, NOTHING. NOTHING, DAMMIT.



I'd never felt so bloody bored in my entire life. And I actually got no mood to touch on schoolwork. I stayed in the whole day, doing nothing. Okay, well I went for prayer at noon and then I watched my bro play GetAmped for a few hours. I played the ps with my bros then I felt lethargic. Then I did nothing. I dont know how the hell time passed so fast. No progress, a day wasted.

I just tried talking to her. Maybe it'd cheered me up. But it just made me feel more gloomy than ever. Its not your fault, its me. No one would talk to me coz I'm a deranged fool. And now I'm stuck at home with about 2 months of

...working on a new neverending fiction
...making my own cardgame
...talking pointless crap with unworthy souls on the internet

...doing piles and piles of homework

...mugging like there's no tomorrow
...going back to school for some media competition
...being a couch potato watching wrestling


Oh come on. Someone just get our ass down from your sick planet and just take me with you.

This
Is
Sick.



.......emo.....emo.....emo.....emo.........

top of the world

TEN DAYS!!!!

The future 4E1..
a bright future ahead huh?

warming up

HEY HEY HEY

I'm Hyder. Welcome to my same-old-same-old blog. -.-
....
What's my name? Hyder. -.-
....
okay.

Haix, what a day. It's 7/11, the last day of school for us sec 3e1-ians. A week and a half of prep classes, phew! And we just had our physics SPA (science practical exam, no massages) before we ended the day. And ho ho was the morning so freakishly enjoyable. Everyone was so extra-high today, like we had steroids for breakfast.

Y'know, for the first class in 3e1, we aint that nerdy nor geeky but we're not on the rough edge either. We're somewhere in the middle, but above all the rest. And that just rocks.

3E1 guys love to yap tons of the most nonsensical crap, joke with the teachers and bullying sharil. Hahah. The girls? They just contribute 95% of our noise level. HAHAHA!! :P My class is just full of fun and humour(crappy), we never fail to make each other laugh.

And we're the most ENTERPRISING, LAME, JOYOUS, NOISIEST, BRAINIEST, PUNCTUAL class in sec 3 express. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAHAHAHAH!! yeah i know it rocks, please dont envy us. But we're kinda arrogant and we're not that tight, and we tend to face the heaviest load of homework. Yeah. -.-

Why am I tellin u this? Coz I never once thought I wud love my class so much as I do now. And I feel so honoured to be among the best bunch in the school. Now that school has ended, we'll all realize and appreciate our sense of belonging to the class, like me LOL. We're sky rocketing to 4e1 in 2008, and together, we'll soar the highest skies!!!!!!

4E1 4ever.

:)

This post is beserk

YEAHH.....

Why are the days at school so freakin fun? Like wow man, school NEVER FAILS to bring happiness to this kooky EMO little head of mine. I know i cant drop the emo outer shell but i've been ridiculously UN-emo these past few days.
BUT, I AM POSITIVELY, CONFIDENTLY, ABSOLUTELY, AFFIRMATIVELY, IRREFUTABLY, UNDENIABLY, *gasp* , UNAMBIGUOUSLY, INCONTROVERTIBLY SURE,
that it is because I have so many awesome friends.....ten days woohoo~

Somehow, this has sparked me to be a little more outspoken and positive about going to school, even though school is practically over -.-

Oh well, with one more week of prepatory classes, I'm sure I'll be happy. Life has somewhat gotten better after hari raya :D well how about that..

Anyway, today was rather fun, with everyone using the word of the day which is '*u*' Rather explicit word but i guess thats normal with the contaminated and sick minds of the ten days guys. -.-'' Me? Ask me nothing please.

Today the five tendays guys (john,oli,wj, cw and me) went to BK to spend our vouchers (for our oober cool cme project [video] XD) and the girls went to KFC. lol. We kept choking on our french fries everytime we came up with new 'ideas'. =.= ''' It was hilarious.

But today was odd. When i was done changing, I noticed my e maths worksheet on the floor. It looked at me with its melancholy tear-filled eyes. I picked it up out of pity. -.-' I somehow had the guts to sit down, plug in my music player and suddenly I started working down the e math sums. When I was done, I turned around and my add math homework was prancing around in a grass skirt. -.-' Unamused, I grabbed it and whizzed thru the questions.

Okay so maybe Hyder is a bit loco when it comes to homework but today I did somethign I really had'nt done before. I studied for 4 hours straight without taking a damned break. (ok maybe i took 1 break for prayer but that doesnt count) Crap man..

WHAT IS THIS ASTOUNDING SHEER ENERGY OF MOTIVATION RUNNING THRU MY BRAIN. LEFT BRAIN IS ABSORBING PHYSICS TERMS LIKE A SPONGE, WHILE THE RIGHT IS SOOTHING THE SOUL WITH THE TUNES ON MY CELLPHONE.

~~~~~~~~~waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh~~~This rocks man.
I'M SO PSYCHED UP FOR SEC 4. TIME TO SHIFT IN TO HIGHER GEAR.

I sense a whole new beginning. Watch me soar the highest skies and I'll see you at the top.



...someone slap me...

XDDDDDDDDDDDD

The boys always conquer a bedroom in grandma's house.. haha
:D
This is MY gang. Hahaha..
My room!!

Family.

What more could you possibly want? With my cousins, there are no such thing as betrayals, rejections or heartbreaks. Everyone just gets along naturally as there's no point in fate that could tear us apart.

This Hari Raya, my cousin Ayyub and his family visited us from Australia, to celebrate Hari Raya with everyone else. He's the one in the far right guy in the third and fourth pic. Its so awesome getting to meet him again after i visited him in Sydney 5 years ago. Almost everyone in our family ( 50 members! ) reunite every year at this time, but since my cuz's family is in Australia, we'd always have short of one family.. :p

Yesterday was a blast. Gathering at MY place and everyone showed up. See the last pic? That's my room! Everyone else in the pics are my cousins (except my two bros of course ). Yeah we couldnt fit everyone into my room hahah.. The girls were busy taking loads of pics while the noisy young ones turned my decker bed into a pirate ship. xD haha! It was so damn fun..

Well hear this. Nothing. I repeat, nothing, can ever make me happier than being with my cousins. My aunts, uncles, my parents, siblings, cousins.. they all appreciate me so much and I am so damned lucky to be a part of this fun-loving, hilarious family!

I've never been so happy in my life.

Hari Raya aint over yet.. WOO HOO..

See yahs!

Sudden outburst of jubilance

..........

YAAAAA

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy now. Yet a pity it would'nt last forever.

Aftermath (Get it?)

Hoo yeah.

What a spectacular battle...

Add Maths so exploding with challenges and I was like damn..

Thank God the written exams are over... ( Oral? What? )

Final battle's always the most difficult. And it was.

I suvived it anyway.

But the results of my victory awaits..

If I don't get an A for this I'm so gonna crack my head.

Not even a B, banned from computer.

C?! I'll flush myself down the toilet and just STAY there.

Failure?

I can't think of anything worse than death.

LOL..

( see the picture above, that's me down there awaiting the arrival of my foe)

Hehehehehe..

Well finally I can have the freedom to DRAW, BLOG, WRITE and PLAYYYYY..

and also catch up on sleep.

No doubt I'm still gonna study. :P

And i hope i get to meet my old friends soon.

Oh, and YAY!!!

I've completed the TEN DAYS BLOG!!!

TEN DAYS ARE SO AWESOME!!!!!!!

I'm off for a nap.

See Yahs.

LOL!

Well just to lighten things up I just thought maybe the blog needs to have somethin to laugh about. LOL! Just to brighten your day..

Hahaha.. Keep laughing!

~Hyder

The warrior

The war will end soon.

For our fate depends on our intelligence and experience.

For our enemies will show no mercy.

For our destiny is inevitable.

For our future is at stake.

I just LOVE talking like that sorry WHAHAH..

Lol. Yup. So far the war has really been one memorable one.

I had one hell of a battle with Chemistry and Physics..

Both were equally tough. MCQs were okay but

Section C was disastrous.

SS and History was so freakishly savage..

Geography was lame..

I took unforeseen fatal blows from English and

the summary sucked my blood..

I pounded ML to dust hahahaha..

But..

E Maths..

paper 2..

was RUTHLESSLY DEADLY....

omg..paper 1 was cruel enough but ..

..aw geez...

*collapse*

Lol. Sorry. One thing's for sure, I've yet to face the bigdaddy of em' all: Add Maths. If I fail Add Maths then I'll be kicked to 4e5 next year. That's a long way down.. T.T

I predict Add Maths will have much more tricks up its sleeve this time.. I'm prepared for the worst. If E Maths has crushed me now, no way I'm gonna let Add maths do the same.

RAWRR!! BRING IT ON!!

I'LL FIGHT TILL THE VERY END

DIE DIE DIE!!!!

I'm so psyched..then again.. I'm really worn out. I'm off to bed. See Ya.

p.s. By the way, if u have Meiji/Marigold mixed fruit yoghurt in your fridge.. try dipping grapes, mango or orange cubes in yoghurt then eat them. OMG. That's the best thing I've tasted in months!!! VERY VERY VERY VERY TASTY! (and healthy too)

~Hyder

Long Way To Go

Yo.

Yeah. It's me, twinkly eyes...

I know you have not been coming in here lately. Me neither. DUH. Who'd be stupid enough to

check this blog in the midst of exams... :P

Shall I say mugging? I don't think I am. I've been revising lots at school and then I sleep at home.

Then I don't really study much at night. I'm seriously putting my life at risk..

I've a few words to say for my opponents..

Add Maths: This is it. The final battle. There's only room for one of us on Earth.

Chemistry: I'm so totally psyched for this. I'll slam you with formulas..

Physics: No way are you gonna destroy me anymore. Die!!!

E Maths: CRUD!! *gulp* I just hope I can escape from you!

ML: What?! Just you wait man..

Combined Humans: Bring it on.. losers..

Geography: Bow before me..

English: Who?

Ain't flunking no more. NO MORE exam FAILURES. I'll prove to you that Metamorphosis has really taken its course. RAWRRRRR RAWWWRR!!!!!!!!!

So don't expect me to be online so often.. I'll fly higher than ever before now with fresh new wings..

Before I go, listen to this song..

It's a bit mean.. but the words speak so much.

I just like the song, don't think I'm trying to say something okay.

See Ya!
Long Way To Go

The Click Five

Was it you
That said that she could never get enough of me
But you confessed
That when we were alone you had to tell yourself to breathe
So maybe I
Should feel a little more like I've been living in a dream
Well I'm asking you should I stay

Even though I love you
(I can't help thinking about if I'd be better without you)
If we stay together
(it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better)
Even though I love you
(I can't help thinking about if I'd be better without you)
Somethings wrong we both know
That you and I still got a long way to go

Why would you?
Wanna be with me instead of other guys
Oh make me feel
Like something special
God I think I've heard a million times
So would it be enough
To buy you everything and call you mine
'Cause it won't last long if I do

Even though I love you
(I can't help thinking about if I'd be better without you)
If we stay together
(it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better)
Even though I love you
(I can't help thinking about if I'd be better without you)
Somethings wrong we both know
That you and I still got a long way to go

If I would leave tomorrow
You'd be the last to know

Even though I love you
If we stay together

Even though I love you
(I can't help thinking about if I'd be better without you)
If we stay together
(it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better)
Even though I love you
(I can't help thinking about if I'd be better without you)
Somethings wrong we both know
That you and I still got a long..long way to go

Long way to go
Long way to go
Still got a long way to go

When the lights are out

"When I'm Gone"

The Click Five

Dear love
Better sit down
Bad news
Get the word out
Accidents come with conclusions

I'm numb
On the asphalt
Don't cry
Wasn't your fault
I can't feel
It's just confusion
Keep on, keep on, keep on, when I'm gone

When the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
When I'm gone
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter
Let my song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone

Tear drops
Paint the faces
Despair
Is contagious
Dressed in black
Clutching a red rose
Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on

When the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
When I'm gone
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter
Let my song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone

*Hyder's guitar solo.

(LOL just kiddin) XD

When the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
When I'm gone
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter
Let me song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone

When the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
When I'm gone
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter
Let my song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone

"babeh"?

Patience is a virtue

Patience.

The ability to suppress annoyance, pain, or lost of temper.

A skill which when mastered,

may enhance one with a

psychological and physical

prowess

beyond all imagination...

Oh. Wait. Cut the crap hyder and get straight to the point.

Cancel the last three words coz thats exaggerated crap. Ehehehe..

Currently I've been exploring new ways of finding my inner peace. Isolated myself from this world of chaos and I've made frequent trips to the mosque lately. I've also been taking more night strolls when the moon is at its brightest. It has been a relaxing past few nights.

Patience is virtue.

I'm juggling so many tasks at the same time and it's really working for me.

I hope she's okay. I've got to set my priorities straight..First time I'm actually taking things so easily without a flash of anxiousness on my mind. Maybe that's why studying isn't so boring anymore...

Some things I have to let go. It's time to end this.