The bittersweet fairytale ending

27/5/2007 -2/12/2007 (earlier, actually)

Okay well...

The bad shooter has finally found a new target to miss...

Now all uncertainty has been cleared, I do not have anything else to worry about.

Maybe some hours wasted.. maybe some scars left

sour, maybe some questions left unanswered..

So I guess it's all over now. I guess all I have to do now is bury those memories and throw away some old pictures..

I just can't believe I waited so long just for this day. I can't believe all the suffering has finally ended. But what if I could have did this earlier.. I wonder what would it be like.

Maybe a bit more painful.. who knows. If I had'nt gone through all that mumbo jumbo drama mama emo moments... I might have been dead in shock right now.

I've reached the crossroads again.

Should I dwell in this corner of darkness and ponder over if I had taken the wrong path?

Should I carry on moving straight and recover slowly and painfully from this ordeal?

Or should I just forget all the emo left in me and look over what's at the end of the rainbow..

Damned. What the crap is wrong with me. I'm aggravating the pain by bringing out all the darker side of things. Why can't I just stay happy? Why can't I just let it all go? Why can't I just let her live her life the way she wants? Oh wait..

What do I need to prove anyway?

I'll pick myself up for the end is not over yet. I can't let all this fun in the world run out before Death comes knocking on my door. Places to see, people to meet. After all, as fate has been written..

..there's one still out there. The one that I'm bound to meet one day. The one that I can finally declare my feelings to.

The one..

....that's looking for me too.

:) Cheer up hyde. You'll do just fine.

Oh well,

I'll see you on the flipside.