FAQ

Everywhere I go, people ask me all sorts of questions. Some of which I remember very well. So in this post I shall answer your questions, and maybe I might interest you a lil' bit. Have fun.

Q:How do I pronounce your actual name?
A: Hai- Der. or Hee-Day. Actual pronounciation, Hee-Day-r. Don't ask me again. Say it right.

Q:What's 'Blazeshadow'?
A: Blazeshadow is my first comic superhero. Half- fire, and half-darkness. You won't see much of Blazeshadow now coz I prefer drawing teens rather than superheroes.

Q:Are you emo?
A: Not really. I used to be quite emo but now, no. It depends on your opinion of me actually. An ex-emo. Coz emos are dumb.

Q:How many times have you gone overseas?
A: Same number as my age. Every year my family travels. We're travellers, coz my mom and dad are S'pore Airlines staff. But please don't say we're rich. We're an average family. My parents have travelled so much more than I did.

Q:WHO is the bad shooter?????and who is princess??
A: Lol. It's the same person. It's this girl in school who's really special, if you know what I mean. And she didn't 'turn' into the princess, she just quit shooting coz she always misses.

Q:What's so special about the bad shooter? :P
A: =_= ' erm. She's so cool, she's cute, she's like so darn hot. (to me la) She listens to me when I need someone to talk to, and we're sorta close. I don't wanna lose her trust. :)

Q:What are the things that make you smile?
A: Jokes, when my friends smile back, when I see the princess and the things she say, my cousins, my brothers, my sister, and awesome results.

Q:Why do you think BGR is stupid? (it's not okay)
A: Actually it's not 100% stupid. Well for us teens, we just can't help it right? It's the stage where we understand what love is and learn to accept that we're in love with someone. I just think BGR (or steadying) is ridiculous coz most of it ends in pointless break-ups, and then you realize how much effort and time you have wasted on someone not worth living for. But if you think You can do it, go ahead and take the risk. What've you got to lose?

Q:Do you plan on being an comic/manga artist when you grow up?
A: Erm.. I'll have to think about that. Knowing how far I've gone in my studies, and that I've taken pure sciences, choosing a comic career would be a total waste of all my effort in school. Maybe a part time comic artist.

Q:What inspires you to draw?
A: Hmm... I usually my sketches are just how I express my feelings. Depends on whether I'm happy, down, depressed, hurt, lovesick, frustrated and so on. I like to draw Hyder, his dudes, teen girls, heroes, and beasts, sometimes. Hyder is really cool isn't he (i mean my drawing)? Well whatever, I'm still an amateur, but I'm getting better and better. I hope with your support, I can reach the peak of my skills!

Q:Are you a loner?
A: Not always la. I hang out with my pals now and then, but usually you see me alone. I've learnt to adapt to loneliness and I'm not afraid to walk Earth alone. But I wish could talk better to gals coz I tend to get nervous. -_-' pls understand..

Q:How many crushes have u had since secondary school?
A: Lots. Crushes come in on and off. But now that I already have someone feast my eyes at, I don't really pay much attention to other gals. Hahahaha

Q:Do you have any admirers?
A: I used to have one at p6. She's nuts about me, but now she's more daring. Then at sec 1 someone wrote 'I love Hyder class 1/3' on the desk in the art room. Then at sec 2 I heard rumours about someone liking me, but I never really found out who.

Q:What are your fears?
A: I fear betrayal and rejection the most. I fear losing trust in the people I love. I fear losing someone who is more than just special. I fear embarrassment. I fear humiliation. I fear punishment. I fear failure. I fear critters. I fear fish. And I fear the deep, deep blue sea. AND I FEAR GUILT..

Q:What are the things you hate most about life and why?
A: Lots of things i hate about life. I hate it when she doesnt smile. I hate it when friends walk away. I hate people who hate other people. I hate it when people get on my nerves. I hate myself when people lose trust in me. I hate myself when I say the wrong things. I hate people who spread false info of others. I hate my haters. I hate it when she gets angry at me.

Q:Why am I not on your special people list?! haha
A: People in the list have made a significant impact on my life, and they made a difference. Without them, I'm not who I am today. So you must be worthy enough, lol.

Q:What are the things in life that you can't live without?
A: I can't live without my family and my best pals (or most of them in my list). I can't live without my talent for drawing. I can't live without music.

Q:Are you a virgin? LMAO
A: -_-''''''''' HA - HA very funny. -_-' (don't ask me who asked me this question)


Lolx.. ooh.. I'd like to say something about myself. Did you know that if I said something to you which I shouldn't have.. i know i'm in the wrong..but you can't imagine how guilty I'd feel. I can't possibly escape with guilt in my heart, no way. If I insulted you in some way, I'd feel super guilty, my heart will beat like mad.
Maybe becoz I'm afraid of losing you. That's why. It doesn't matter who you are or how small that mistake is, the guilt still comes. Gee, i wonder if i did a crime, maybe i won't be happy for the rest of my life becoz of guilt?

Forgiveness. It's more than just accepting apologies. It's also about healing wounds.

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---please come ask me on msn if u have any further queries... haha

:)

Hyder