Tuesday, 3 July 2007

I suck

Hey you guys..

Didn't really know what to blog today.. I'm sick of my life being so boring after it was at the peak of happiness..yeah life has ups and downs.. But in MY life, the up is really really high up and the down is sinking reeeeeeeeaaaallly low. Today's one of those not-so-frequent days when I'm stuck in the middle.

Haixx... I keep thinking about how far I've gone. I feel that my life is very limited. It's like I can only go far.. and not beyond that. Will I ever be the person I dream of becoming? I cant even do things right..

I suck..

And about my so-called love life, I don't think my path is brighter ahead. Like the present for instance. I wanted to be ~her~ friend. She was a dream to be with. In the end, with a little luck, I got more than I wanted. Or....more than I deserved. I'm having doubts about myself. ..

I suck..

But love can always come later..right now..and onwards.. I hope I don't lose trust in any of you guys..

~Joanne~Pete~Daniel~RuiHao~John~Loong~Shirley~DunPing~Carmen
~HauYee~Ryan~Raja~Emzz~Linda~Miranda~~~~~

omg...what would I do without you.. YOU GUYS ROCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and you're hot too!!!!!!!!!!

I suck... does this sucky guy deserve so many great friends??


one more thing..
Hey erm.. miss BS....
You gained trust in me, but I made you lose it too. You gave me so much care and happiness, but will you take it all back too? I don't want history to repeat itself... please give me a chance..
i'd like to say:
In ...love.. friendship ..or war......... you'll always be MY princess..

......do I still suck?


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