Irrepressible emotions

Your Guardian Angel

by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

"Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven"

This song is like a stormcloud. Across the sky a dark cloud approaches, growing more massive by the second. Whirlwinds rush in, darkness overshadows everything below. Sorrow and despair would then be superseded by rage, ferocity, excitement and intensity as a thunderstorm breaks out. It goes on in me. Lightning strikes my heart and rain storms my mind.

Music has a lot of emotional influence in me. Significant songs such as this one, despite how new it may seem, may trigger memories and will lead to irrepressible, or even undesirable emotions. And boy, do they bring thrill. That's all I ever wanted in everyday life- thrill. It hurts so bad yet feels so good. It's fun being emo.

All I wanted was to see you happy. I was there for you when you needed someone, and I stayed beside you in case you break down. I saw my significance to your life but as time passes, it slowly starts to fade. You've become more stronger as the months went on.

Would you look back one day and remember the boy who never regretted staying by your side and would you call him...

..your "guardian angel?"

I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven..