Mundane

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This is for ******.

What-the-hell.

I've had it with you dammit. I've been taking so much shyt from you lately that I don't know what I see in you anymore. How things have changed.

Maybe you don't realize it but you sure like to 'reprimand' me for the smallest things I say that are so small, they're mundane. Fine, sometimes I get a little carried away with my ruthless commentary but why do you have to embarrass me in front of the whole class, my own best friends, and even in front of people who hardly know me. Thanks for shaping my reputation, you've been a wonderful help.

I dunno what's gotten into you, I don't know you anymore. Where's the kindhearted and caring person I used to confide my feelings to when there was no other adult who understands? You helped me when I was made a fool by my so-called 'friends', you stood up for me when there was no justice. You cured me of depression, you eliminated the guilt that was eating through me at that time, and you gave me confidence. You even saw me shed tears. You inspired me.

But now I just hate you.

You consider me insensitive to you. Oh really? What about yourself. I totally destroyed me at times and you say I'M INSENSITIVE?! You said I 'shouted' you often now. Well, quite truthfully, I DID NOT 'shout' at you. I didn't mean to even if I did. Would you f-off, I'm starting to feel like you deserved it.

You're not a friend. You're not even a student. You're just this adult who never really bothered about us and complaining about how troubling and unfair life is. Well it is, thanks to you.

I hope I don't see you so often and I will not talk to you again, at least until I've seen you change. You probably are thinking about the same thing right? Well, shyt you.

..I hate you.