Monday, 25 June 2007

School restarts today

Hi.... :(
Semester 3 begins now. Nothing special. I expected something more.. but it's nothing special at all... there's something weird about how I'm feeling today.. something's wrong..
[Thanks.. at least u're reading my blog today. i appreciate that :) ]

Last nite.. I smsed *her* late... but she muz be asleep so she didnt reply. Until now...no answer..

I stepped into school today, I saw all my frens again, saw the same ol' teachers, saw the same bad shooter... Dunno why, but i feel S0oo0o0o0 LONELY!!!!

Yeah. Lonely. I have my best frends all beside me, yet they feel so0o0 far away.. and *her*, I cant believe it, I'm soo0o0o madly close to her but today it's as if we're total strangers..
What's causing me to feel this way, is still a mystery. The holidays that just ended, it was like heaven compared to now. I felt so0o0o loved and special at those times, and now....

.....I'm back to being the nobody I was before.

*slam* I face my Add maths homework, just standing there, waiting to torture me.
What's going on? No one's with me anymore!! Misery Misery Misery Misery....
Why couldnt life just stay as wonderful as long as possible, why does it have to change so fast?

Misery loves company. Is there anyone who would respond to this call for help?

i, like a rock, sink.. sinking till i hit the bottom.. the water is much deeper...than...i...thought........

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