Sh*t ...

Have you ever had those days

where you are so excited to talk to someone or do something,

and you wait anxiously for that moment to come...

But then when it really happens,

it turns out the way u least expected

and just turns your world upside down.

For a person, you end up hating him/her after that.

For an event, you regret it ever occurred.

For a game, you end up the worst loser

And for something so special,

its like everything you ever did was failure

and you ask yourself:

"WHERE THE HELL DID I GO WRONG?"

It just happened to me again, and this time it's like i've sunk lower than ever before.

Don't you get it? It's always been the same damned excuse for your hostility.

You know how much it kills me,

but you never really tried to see it from my point of view.

So it's your life and I have to live with it??

I've had enough.

Two can play that game.

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