Forever

Yes, common tests are over but it hardly meant anything to me. Pressure after pressure, misery after misery.

Love - The root of all evils.

Why am I not surprised.

All this time maybe you didn't know it but I've been trying my best not to cross the line between love and friendship. We've been through so much, girl, how could you think for one that I will replace someone as special like you. Whatever shit I had as my reason for my words, you know now. I've told you.

Yes, I have been jealous, but I kept it in. You're too sweet to get angry with.

Yes, I have been depressed, but I kept it in. You're too cheerful to upset.

Yes, I have been in love with you, but once again, I kept it in. You're too treasured to lose now.

You know DAMN well I'll never leave you. I'll always apologize, I'll always be there for you. I still try my best to help you even when you never listen to me. I still come crawling back to you even when you tried to murder me with your words... your actions... your emotions...

So why should this happen now. We've been thru more bad times than good, but our faith in each other picks us up. Thats what makes US so special. Maybe we're inseparable, or maybe I was destined to leave you at the first sign of rejection. But I didn't.

" Life's so great when you're not in my mind. "

That's true. I think so about you too. But no matter how contented I am with what I have, I will always look back and see that, life's incomplete without you. Yes the puzzle's almost done, it look's stunning now, but there's still a piece left. And that's you. Don't you get it?

You're part of me, you shaped me to what I am today. You made me understand true love, eternal friendship, blissful happiness, wonders of life, shadows of regret, shining rays of hope, glowing talents, ruthless misery, bleeding heartbreaks, pounding hardship, flares of envy, and a blazing passion to pull through and live another day.

I'm so glad I have the patience to carry on.

I don't give up.

But all that I have to give right now is....

that's right, ..

..CINTA.

*sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah, sayangku akan hilang*