Plunged

Two words:

'Simply remarkable.'

After so many attempts our principal finally plunged to his watery fate. What a classic. I luv me camera.

U coulda seen the look on his face, it was like Scream. WHAHA

Troubled

Just to add on to the 'Don't' list I've been writing since the day I became her friend.
( September 2006 - June 2008 - future )


Don't give her anymore drawings.
Don't blog about things about us that they're not meant to know.
Don't tell her you miss her like shit.
Don't sms her when she's having that three-letter-word-thing-that-girls-have.
Don't ask her what the hell is that three-letter-word-thing-that-girls-have.
Don't go overseas and have a sms chat with her till you blow your bills.
Don't forget to tag her blog if you tagged her sister's.
Don't keep telling her how much you like cheese.
Don't chat with her for more than 2 hours.
Don't EVER say that three-word-phrase to her coz u know it's not true.
Don't always think that she hates you.
Don't pretend to avoid her when you don't really mean it.
Don't tell her how much you dream of her.
Don't talk about anything that has to do with love.
Don't tell her about who's crushing on you.
Don't tell her about who you're crushing on.
Don't complain about life to her.
Don't tell her about how you're related to her juniors.
Don't ask her who she's in love with.
Don't ask her about you.
Don't send her lame poems.
Don't talk about your past with her.
Don't sweet talk her.
Don't send her anymore gifts or she'll grow fat and then you'll be sorry.
Don't ask her how she is coz you're only gonna get the same answer.
Don't use VERY DIFFICULT words.
Don't pretend to act cool/dumb/funny/cute/hot/macho.
Don't use metaphors.
Don't talk to her unless you have a very good reason.
Don't tell her you still like her.
Don't stab yourself when you see her at school.
Don't scare her to death. ( Usually unavoidable )
Don't send her smses she'll never understand.
Don't be so emo when you talk to her coz she doesn't like it.
Don't go crazy when she comes online. ( Can't help it. )
Don't kill yourself if she doesn't wanna talk to you.
( Too bad. I lost count on how many lives I've wasted )
Don't send her anymore Backstreet Boys songs.


Too bad I don't have a 'Do' list coz she's really unpredictable. Or maybe, it's just me. I'm sorry, girl.

May the list go on. :)

Unthinkable

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freakin !#$%^&* I seriously don't know what to say, or what I was thinking, but I definitely pulled through!

In case you forget, or you're not from BV, I actually did something not many would be sane enough to do. I had to read this speech called the Letter to Myself in front of the whole school and I turned it into not only a great speech, but a great laugh as well! Geeeeeezzz....!!!

Whoever thought the someone who could actually turn a speech upside down was me>?
Whoever thought I would be brave enough to pull off something silly like that>?
Whoever thought I received more laughter than I had expected>?
Whoever thought an emo like me would sum up the courage to make the whole school laugh>?
Whoever thought I could make such an impact on my life that I would never forget>?
POST SPEECH INTERVIEW

Q: Hyder, you were chosen as one of the best and invited up the podium to read your Letter to Myself to the whole school. And the way you read, it was really 'interesting'. What do you have to say?

A: LOLs.. You know since Day 1 I wanted to make an impact. I don't care what sort of impact I leave, as long as its large scale. I saw the Letter to Myself and I saw it as an opportunity. And I did the unthinkable. I read out me Letter in some kinda western slang. Not only that, I read it freakin fast. Insane, yes, ridiculous, yes, but I pulled it off. I made NO errors in pronounciation and it came out kinda entertaining... and maniacal.

Q: Did you plan to do that from the start?

A: Okay, well seriously from the beginning I never thought that was the wisest thing to do, considering how many people are actually watching... so no, it wasn't planned. I guess sometimes you just have to show the whole school another side of you they never knew, and be a fool for 2 minutes. Still, I kinda enjoyed myself up there. I was crazy shyt. :)

Q: How did you feel after you've read the speech?

A: To tell you the truth, ever since that morning, I wasn't quite myself. In fact I was being the old paranoid Hyder. I was afrad of what the teachers might say. Or what people might think of me in a long run. I was really freakin worried for a while. But now I'm just proud of myself.

Q: You said you wanted to make an impact, tell us more.

A: I wanted to leave school with an experience I'll never forget. I wanted to show people that I'm not that kinda person who is boring, haughty and all emotional. I wanted to be myself, but I couldn't find that opportunity until now. I don't want to leave school without making an impact. So now I'm really ecstatic, coz I never really know the conservative Hyder would clown around in front of the school. Still, that letter was not meant to be all messed up. It DID have a message, right?! Killed 2 birds with one stone but I had sto sacrifice some of that so-called dignity. LOL. It was worth it.

Q: Any last words you'd like to say?

A : Sometimes you never thought you can pull of something no one else has done before, and the satisfaction is really great. Believe, be yourself and dare to take risks. You never really know until you've tried and when its something BIG, it's really an experience you'll never forget. And from then on.. your life will NEVER EVEEEEEEEER BE THE SAME AGAIN. :D

Exhilarated

OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY..................

Forget my previous post okay.
There's nothing about it. I was y'know, crazy emo roller coaster shyt and all that.. yes so don't read the previous post called 'gift' coz it means nothing okay, nonsense. So stop asking yourself stupid questions about me coz its all meaningless and cannot be answered. Yeah yeah. Nothing surprising there huh? I mean, *snort* c'mon, it's Hyder, since when is it surprising to see him sulk about himself like some jackass with no directions. Oh waitasec, since when has this guy have directions, i mean, psssh! For Pete's sake someone tell this guys to get a grip. He's writing all this crap he doesnt even understand and he expects people to listen to him. Whatever man. Like totally when has this blog even talks about the joys about human life its not like we're living in some fantasy emo world where everyone just goes 'wee hee look at me im a sad sad emo'. Its like feeding bull crap to us when we're stuck in the middle of the sahara. Geez would this guy come back to Earth he's driving us nuts. Yeah look one example is that you still read this sorta lame shit he's talkin to himself when you're not supposed to. Hey man u got guts to read this so maybe you should like fly away now go home or this post will drive you nuts. Seriously. So are your parents screaming their guts out at you for using the computer too long. Well i think its about time they should coz u are starting to get on my nerves. Just read the last damn sentence and stop torturing yourself man. No, really, get off the screen. Dude, I can't help it so just quit now when you can or you'll regret it later okay. Dammit you're reaching the end what the heck man. Howd u get this far. So whatever. Maybe you should get a counsellor or psychiatrist or something coz u really have issues or do u really like this post so much you just cant get ur eyes unglued from it. Man, and I thought I was nuts. The real purpose is, just dont read my previous post again coz it sux and its a damn waste of time. Like this post. Typical I must say but hey, you chose to read it. Mmhm, yup so don't remember anything about what I said earlier. Or what I JUST said.
Coz it means nothing. Nothing, okay?

Ha-ha. Mm-Hm. Yeah. Oh yes. Mmm. Oh really. Yeah. Okaay. Ahh. Ooh. Wee. Yup. Exactly. Swell. Yeah. Okies. :)

Am I happy? OH OF COURSE IM HAPPY, IM DAMN EXHILARATED in fact. :D

Gift

Y'know.

Have you ever imagined yourself having a certain 'gift' but you are never really sure if its a blessing or curse?

Ever wondered what would have happened if you can rely so much on intuition that it scares you? If this so-called gift could change your destiny in a split second, and affect the people you love around you? When it comes, you fear something terrible happens and you regret when it actually does.

I don't get it. Why me? What is this strange feeling I cannot explain and tell others? Would it soon lead to my dreams, or my destruction?

I don't want them to be hurt anymore.

When will this ever end?

Be careful.

Starstruck a.k.a The Biannual Proclamation

Hey~

Y'know I was thinking. YOU, as a reader of this blog, what is it that keeps you coming back here and reading all this shit. Is it the emo aura? The videos? The boombastic vocabulary? The colourless life? The cool pics? The 'ahem' hot portraits? The black? The blue? The bubbles (=.=)? The dreamy atmosphere? The endless goof? The neverending lists? The annoying poetry? The ridiculous irony? The everlasting insanity?

What what what? People say I rock at writing. Well, I must admit I really love writing, but is it really that good. Dunno, I never really judged myself.

Oh well. Lotsa things happened today. I kinda bumped into sis quite a few times the past week. And GOSH, she talked to me, how often does THAT happen?! Like, WOW. *Starstruck* Personally, I would admit that I seem to 'celebritize' the people I respect most. So, let me list them out.

Cheng Wei, John, Oliver, Wei Jie, Zhao Ying, Rachel, Cally, Jesslyn, Hau Yan, Hau Yee, Shirley, Darwin, Sharil, Nasha, Ummi, Grayson, Mubaraka, Carmen, Dun Ping, TzuYing, Raja, Maisarah, Daniel, Joanne, Dion, Ming Leon, Keith, Natalie, Kristie, Ryan, Chris (sis will be proud), Miss Goh, Miss Chia, Mrs Cheong ( T.T ).....

YOU

PEOPLE

ROCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

*pant*

Yeah, yeah, it's a real honour, thank you so much for existing.

*bows to you* And yes, I will still be alive tomorrow. I think.

~Hyder

Kick Butt

Nothing special, just trailers that really kick butt...
..literally.

The first three are superhero movies but I dunno aobut the last one. What do you think? LOL...